Waiting

[bloodyrosemccoy]

So I broke down crying tonight because Charlie continues not to be around. It’s possible she’s just taken off till the emotions blow over, and she’ll be back at some point, but it’s also quite likely that my rather stupid cat went and got herself et or blowed up or something.

And tonight it became apparent that the uncertainty is stressing me out just a tad.

I’m always surprsied at how physical distress is—I kind of feel like vampires got me. I’m mostly sitting around aimlessly watching MST3k and doing logic puzzles, although sometimes I’ll summon the energy to ruin some sci-fi or do some art or something.* Not very exciting, but I think I need a little bit of a break from the world again.

That’s the plan, anyway. With luck this funk will either end with the return of the cat, or my graceful acceptance of her absence as I also attempt to gracefully accept my uncle’s absence. I just hope that ends soon. I hate being sad.


*When I get back to the sewing thing again, there will be a few new outfits for Daja. And I will also have some questions for you folks about a project I’m toying with …

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:( Internet hugs and sympathy and tea. I'm sorry.