Oh, Yeah, I'm All Right ... I Just Feel A Little Lonely Tonight

[bloodyrosemccoy]

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Tonight I am sad.

 

I’m not sure why. No good reason for it.  Hormones, sleep schedule problems, hypoglycemia, probably they’re all contributing factors.  No matter what it is, I really do feel lonely tonight, lonely like a tagalong who no one actually tolerates.  I didn’t want to bust out crying at CSI night and whine that I needed a hug, so I left, and now I’m just going to have some food and try not to stress myself.

 

It just occurs to me, however, that I have all the makings of hot chocolate here.  I may be having an emo day—and making it into one of the few emo entries I allow myself—but who says I can’t enjoy it?

 
Plus, I still swam in those stars. If nothing else can make me feel better, reading that last entry sure can. Do you know how damn warm that ocean was? It was almost creepy.

Comments

[http://users.livejournal.com/_wastrel/]

You can.
That's really the only thing that being lonely can be even remotely good for.

[alietf.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry I wasn't there... I didn't want to give you guys my germs. But I hope you feel better.

And enjoy your cocoa. <=)

[padparadscha.livejournal.com]

Yeah, you're excused because you were keeping your gross grossness away from us. ;)

We missed you there, though. *woes!* Hope you feel better soon.

[blackbyrd2.livejournal.com]

Everybody gets a little angsty/emo time on occasion. You get to do with them as you see fit. :)
*offers up a hug on general principles*
Hope today is better. :)

[padparadscha.livejournal.com]

Thankee. Today IS better. It was just one of those oddball emo attacks, and I think it's gone now.

[blackbyrd2.livejournal.com]

Yay!

[dormouse-in-tea.livejournal.com]

Glad to hear it. Sorry I didn't read this entry until today, I would have at least said something. :(

[padparadscha.livejournal.com]

'S okay. Nice to know y'alls are around when I let off steam.

[dgm-allenwalker.livejournal.com]

It's the weather!!!

I cried yesterday 'coz I thought negatively about my friends whom they haven't even done anything to me lol. :(

*pats you* It's the weather...it's the weather...

[padparadscha.livejournal.com]

'Specially here in Eugene. It's pretty cloudy most of the time here ... you could be right!

You're sad too? Aww. Hope things look better for you today, too!

[marajade893.livejournal.com]

*HUG* Just think about little me in bumfuck, Montana. 9 times out of 10 I'll be more lonely than you! If that helps at all...

[blackbyrd2.livejournal.com]

Hey. I grew up in bumfuck, Montana. It's not that bad. Well. OK, it's a cultural deadend and there's hardly three braincells in the entire town, but still..well, ok, it's hopeless. I'm so sorry.
But there's horsies!
And cattle. And sheep. Pigs. Chickens. OK, it stinks.
But you get Rockies. That's got to count for something, right? Right?
*sighs*

[marajade893.livejournal.com]

haha, NOPE! I'm in the EAST. 10 minutes away from the ND border...livin' the prairie life. But the west is GORGEOUS. I loved, loved, loved Glacier park. There's a lot to be said for the nature, at least. It's pretty magnificent.

a very belated *hug*

[queenlyzard.livejournal.com]

sorry I wasn't there to keep you company!