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Like Clockwork
Dec. 4th, 2014 11:22 pmGAH. So it appears I've run into my annual Manic Mind phase, where for a few weeks or so I have ALL OF THE IDEAS and no focus with which to do anything about it. Thoughts and scenarios bounce around in my skull like pinballs, many of them awesome, but I'm reduced to doing jigsaw puzzles or mindless app games or even straight up wall-staring while they crash around.
I want to do all the things at once--get to the end of Scatterstone (YES IT WILL HAPPEN), get to the end of Doctors!, work on OGYAFE sequels, write self-indulgent fairy tales, let my equally self-indulgent Playtime Universe frolic around for a while, build all the new worlds. I can't do any of them though, because if I focus on one the others all shriek for attention, so I get NOTHING done.
It's exhausting. And it comes with heightened anxiety, which just adds a layer of fun and games to it. Hopefully it won't last long, and maybe I'll have some good ideas at the end of it, but damn, I'm useless right now. It's kinda frustrating.
I want to do all the things at once--get to the end of Scatterstone (YES IT WILL HAPPEN), get to the end of Doctors!, work on OGYAFE sequels, write self-indulgent fairy tales, let my equally self-indulgent Playtime Universe frolic around for a while, build all the new worlds. I can't do any of them though, because if I focus on one the others all shriek for attention, so I get NOTHING done.
It's exhausting. And it comes with heightened anxiety, which just adds a layer of fun and games to it. Hopefully it won't last long, and maybe I'll have some good ideas at the end of it, but damn, I'm useless right now. It's kinda frustrating.
