Yeah. I'm rather dreading having to find a new medication if/when I spiral hard again. Abilify did seem to work, just.. yeah, I had towards the end of a year or two on it, a feeling of overly-inertness too.

Oh the other hand, I'm feeling just as inert this month, without being ON anything, so maybe it was a case of the Abilify not working at all. I have no real clue.

Stupid brain chemistry. I grr at it.